Thursday, April 27, 2006

I'm sad

Not like an overpowering desperate come to my rescue kind of sad more like a lingering melancholy laying in bed wishing things were better kind of sad

(I don't really have any pictures of me being sad...this was the closest I could find this was taken in the summer of 97 at some worship thing...I was sad )


Crystal said...

I'm sorry you are sad Steph. Is there anything I can do????

Andy said...


So sorry you're feeling bad.
You try so hard all the time to do things right and be a positive influence. I know you feel you need someone to be real nice to you sometimes when you run out of steam, but you can't just press a button and have people respond how you'd like them to.
The best thing to do is just be nice to yourself for a day, some extra nap time, some tea and toast, then start easing yourself out of it with a book you've been wanting to read. Also, some really good music.Get some of Kim's Beethoven . I don't think there's anything as uplifting as a Beethoven symphony.
Too bad you're just getting to the busy part of your work week, you won't have much time to try out my guaranteed cure, but maybe being busy will help, and then you can do that other stuff Monday when things slow down.


Kim Traynor said...

Sorry Steph, and sorry if I was a grump about the cg thing.

Crystal said...

Did you get home early to see your baby????

Steph Stanger said...

no, I actually came home an hour late! Malachy misses me so much and I him! I have to go to work 3 hours early tomorrow (at 9) because of Mark. I'm really sad! Laurens coming to babysit tomorrow and I won't be here to see her and I have no time to clean my house before she comes. Kim did a nice job cleaning today and even moped the floor for me...I just wish I had the time and energy to pick things up with babys it gets messy so fast. I have no clean clothes and I don't have the energy to do laundry and I hurt my ankle at work and it's really bothering me! Sorry to be such a complaining brat. I know if I can just make it to Monday I will be ok. (I also haven't had time to sit down and pay the bills and they are like 2 weeks over due...aggghhhh!) OK, deep breath, shower, and bed. 2 more days and everything will be ok.

Crystal said...

Steph I would be more than happy to come over and clean your house!! I know that I wouldn't let you and Kim that one time. But if you ever did offer again I would accept it in a heartbeat. Also I wouldn't mind watching Malachy for you one day or night so you can have a chance to get things done, i.e. laundry, pay the bills. Or I could just come over and do some laundry for you? Please let me know if there is any way I can help.

I want to help you in anyway that I can.